<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443</id><updated>2011-04-21T18:42:33.444-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Enternal thoughts that continue to burn</title><subtitle type='html'>At the end of the storm, I still be there standing . . .</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>36</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114584960220872799</id><published>2006-04-23T20:26:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-04-23T20:33:47.326-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Resolution</title><content type='html'>&lt;img style="WIDTH: 393px; HEIGHT: 320px" height="398" src="http://www.princetonol.com/groups/photoclub/Images/TerryLyons/07_Heart_Broken.jpg" width="459" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nothing but an empty page&lt;br /&gt;Breathing in an open space&lt;br /&gt;Captured by you're moments grace . . . again&lt;br /&gt;There's so much I left behind&lt;br /&gt;Even more that waits in time&lt;br /&gt;Everything's so undefined&lt;br /&gt;I'm standing on the edge of my fears&lt;br /&gt;I see it's clear&lt;br /&gt;Here's my resolution, I'm letting go&lt;br /&gt;Everything I need to know is on this road&lt;br /&gt;I just want to be the best I can be&lt;br /&gt;Breath . . . this is my resolution&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Living life without a plan&lt;br /&gt;Finding solance where I stand&lt;br /&gt;Learning how to love again&lt;br /&gt;And all I want is something real&lt;br /&gt;That I can feel&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114584960220872799?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114571216524752870</id><published>2006-04-22T06:20:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-04-22T06:22:45.250-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Dance Of Terror</title><content type='html'>&lt;p&gt;&lt;img style="WIDTH: 333px; HEIGHT: 240px" height="415" src="http://www.divegizo.com/pics/lightening-big.jpg" width="628" /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Window panes come crashing down&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Amidst the tears and pain&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Up above through twilight&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Shadows cast across the floor&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Reflections of the past&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Trembling thoughts of one&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Dwelling deep within the soul&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;A mystical sense of reality&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Captured by the craze&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;All in bewilderment&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Of the shock in the wave&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Creatures of the dimness&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Chattering amongst the green&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Everything slows in stillness&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;What is this we see?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114571216524752870?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114571216524752870/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114571216524752870' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114571216524752870'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114571216524752870'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/04/dance-of-terror.html' title='Dance Of Terror'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114571183654331489</id><published>2006-04-22T06:06:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-04-22T06:17:16.556-07:00</updated><title type='text'>At last</title><content type='html'>&lt;img style="WIDTH: 243px; HEIGHT: 272px" height="415" src="http://www.geocities.com/peachblossum60/kimandersonmainpic.jpg" width="415" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I ne'er was struck before that hour&lt;br /&gt;With love so sudden and so sweet.&lt;br /&gt;Her face it bloomed like a sweet flower &lt;br /&gt;And stole my heart away complete.  &lt;br /&gt;My face turned pale, a deadly pale.&lt;br /&gt;My legs refused to walk away,&lt;br /&gt;And when she looked what could I ail&lt;br /&gt;My life and all seemed turned to clay.  &lt;br /&gt;And then my blood rushed to my face &lt;br /&gt;And took my eyesight quite away.&lt;br /&gt;The trees and bushes round the place&lt;br /&gt;Seemed midnight at noonday. &lt;br /&gt;I could not see a single thing,&lt;br /&gt;Words from my eyes did start.&lt;br /&gt;They spoke as chords do from the string,&lt;br /&gt;And blood burnt round my heart.  &lt;br /&gt;Are flowers the winter's choice&lt;br /&gt;Is love's bed always snow&lt;br /&gt;She seemed to hear my silent voice &lt;br /&gt;Not love appeals to know. &lt;br /&gt;I never saw so sweet a face&lt;br /&gt;As that I stood before.&lt;br /&gt;My heart has left its dwelling place&lt;br /&gt;And can return no more.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114571183654331489?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114571183654331489/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114571183654331489' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114571183654331489'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114571183654331489'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/04/at-last.html' title='At last'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114571100979809375</id><published>2006-04-22T05:59:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-04-22T06:19:01.000-07:00</updated><title type='text'>The Look</title><content type='html'>&lt;img height="287" src="http://www.mouse.webby.com/imagesh/kas2.jpg" width="315" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Is it possible maybe to have a love so strong&lt;br /&gt;That nothing could ever compare&lt;br /&gt;I'm holding back nothing just for the look in your eyes&lt;br /&gt;So baby don't be surprised&lt;br /&gt;Well I want to know what makes your world go round&lt;br /&gt;And I want to hear your voice for the sound&lt;br /&gt;A love that defines all I've had in mind&lt;br /&gt;Now I'm holding back nothing for the look in your eyes&lt;br /&gt;Impossible, maybe, but worth one last try&lt;br /&gt;I'm waiting on your reply&lt;br /&gt;I'm sitting here patiently just for the chance that I might be able to hold you tight&lt;br /&gt;And I want to know what makes your world go round&lt;br /&gt;And I want to hear your voice for the sound&lt;br /&gt;A love that defines all I've had in mind&lt;br /&gt;Now I'm holding back nothing for the look in your eyes&lt;br /&gt;Now time is all that we have&lt;br /&gt;So won't you let me inside your perfect world for one night&lt;br /&gt;Just open up for me&lt;br /&gt;I swear that I will be everything you've ever thought a man should be&lt;br /&gt;And I want to know what makes your world go round&lt;br /&gt;And I want to hear your voice for the sound&lt;br /&gt;A love that defines all I've had in mind&lt;br /&gt;Now I'm holding back nothing for the look in your...&lt;br /&gt;I can see the way you're lookin' back at me&lt;br /&gt;Could it be that you see what you want to see&lt;br /&gt;Just let your eyes believe it&lt;br /&gt;I'll never lie to you, in my arms you will be, forever and I...&lt;br /&gt;I'm holding back nothing for the look in your eyes&lt;br /&gt;The look in your eyes&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114571100979809375?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114571100979809375/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114571100979809375' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114571100979809375'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114571100979809375'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/04/look.html' title='The Look'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114555342157727230</id><published>2006-04-20T10:16:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-04-20T10:17:01.580-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Just a little encouragement</title><content type='html'>Do you want to be always happy?   &lt;br /&gt;Then give up fighting &lt;br /&gt;For negativity &lt;br /&gt;And learn the beautiful art &lt;br /&gt;Of self-encouragement.&lt;br /&gt;~~~&lt;br /&gt;True encouragement   &lt;br /&gt;Adorns my heart. &lt;br /&gt;True encouragement expedites &lt;br /&gt;My heavenward journey.&lt;br /&gt;~~~&lt;br /&gt;Encouragement&lt;br /&gt;Is a very special&lt;br /&gt;Light that is born&lt;br /&gt;Of Self - Offering&lt;br /&gt;~~~&lt;br /&gt;Encouragement&lt;br /&gt;Is of constant need&lt;br /&gt;Both in the inner&lt;br /&gt;World of progress&lt;br /&gt;And in the outer&lt;br /&gt;World of success.&lt;br /&gt;~&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114555342157727230?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114555342157727230/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114555342157727230' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114555342157727230'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114555342157727230'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/04/just-little-encouragement.html' title='Just a little encouragement'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114555315730915439</id><published>2006-04-20T10:09:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-04-20T10:12:37.310-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;p&gt;&lt;img height="415" src="http://www.journal.lv/media/kids_kiss.jpg" width="292" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To the one person Who when speaking to you Blocks out the dread filled world Which we live in The one who makes The world seem, such a better place Even though day to day I dont see your face The one who has shown me How to love again So I don't have to live in pain The one who I think about First thing when I get up When the morning birds sing The one who I think about Last thing at night When the sunset sky kicks in The one who I wish I could hold And stay in the one moment Until we grow old The one I know I want to be near So I can wipe any tears The one who I know I can share me hopes and dreams The one who makes me feel I can do anything The one I love from the bottom of my heart No matter how many oceans apart &lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114555315730915439?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114555315730915439/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114555315730915439' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114555315730915439'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114555315730915439'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/04/to-one-person-who-when-speaking-to-you.html' title=''/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114555289612277683</id><published>2006-04-20T10:05:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-04-20T10:08:16.133-07:00</updated><title type='text'>12 hours from now</title><content type='html'>&lt;p&gt;&lt;img style="WIDTH: 471px; HEIGHT: 276px" height="318" src="http://www.hpsd48.ab.ca/hpe/sunset.jpg" width="511" /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My Darling, with you on your side of the world and me on mine. What only makes it bearable is knowing in 12 hours time. The same sun that brighten your day. Is the same sun, which now lights my way. The same moon light which shines over your head. Will be the same moon light which creeps into my bed. Knowing that the stars you see as you close your eyes. Will soon be filling my evening skies. The winds that caressed you and blew thru your raven black hair. Well soon be caring the scent of your body in the air. Darling I know the tears, which fall from you eyes. Well soon be the rain drops which fall from my skies. So you see my darling if this is true. 12 hours from now I will be there with you.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114555289612277683?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114555289612277683/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114555289612277683' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114555289612277683'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114555289612277683'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/04/12-hours-from-now.html' title='12 hours from now'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114488712866872785</id><published>2006-04-12T17:04:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-04-12T17:12:08.896-07:00</updated><title type='text'>My Distance to you</title><content type='html'>&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;My thoughts are with you tonight&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;although, we are miles apart.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;The distance only embeds my love&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;for you deep within my lonely heart.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;To understand this feeling,that I cannot ask you to do.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;However, please have compassion for me&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;and this love I have for you.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;My sadness is for not being&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;near enough to prove this is real.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Yet a feeling of happiness&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;for knowing that one day&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I will get to share with you&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;the tenderness I feel.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;As I lay here my body aches&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;for your nearness.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I long for the sound of your&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;voice and the touchof your skin next to mine.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Just to see your faceand to feel your warm embrace&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;would take away all that time has given.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;And make this life of mineworth living again.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114488712866872785?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114488712866872785/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114488712866872785' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114488712866872785'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114488712866872785'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/04/my-distance-to-you.html' title='My Distance to you'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114488643773828255</id><published>2006-04-12T17:00:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-04-12T17:00:37.740-07:00</updated><title type='text'>I'll be there</title><content type='html'>whenever i'm feeling down and out you always know just how to make me smile whenever i think i've lost my wayyou tell me something sweet that makes my daythank you for the long walks and the long talksyou've helped me through so muchand i promise you this my friendi will be there for youhoney until the endi don't know what tomorrow bringsbut rest assured you can count on mewhatever tangled webs we weavehand in hand it's you and metogether we'll face our fearswe'll shed our tearswhatever comes what maymy friendi'll be therenow isn't funny how many timespeople have said that we're two of a kindand how we both do those silly thingswhere only you and i know what it meansi've placed all my trust in youfor sticking by sideno matter win or losegray or blueyou're my bestest friend until the endwhen that heart of yours gets lonelyi'll be thereall you have to do is call on meand i'll be there (don't be afraid, never be afraid)when at times you think you're helplessi promise you this my friendi don't know what tomorrow bringsrest assured you can count on me my friendthrough the thick and thinbeginning to endheartaches and painsunshine and raini'll be there my friendwhat ever comes may yeah.....just be there for mefor you i will bleedthe high road or low roadi'll crawl on my kneesdarling friend togetherhand in handuntil the end ohwe'll face our fearsoh yes we willwhatever comes what may babyi'll be there....&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114488643773828255?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114488643773828255/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114488643773828255' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114488643773828255'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114488643773828255'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/04/ill-be-there.html' title='I&apos;ll be there'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114488603930120261</id><published>2006-04-12T16:53:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-04-12T16:53:59.320-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Oxymoran</title><content type='html'>destiny.fate.inevitability.whatever you want to call it, there's a select few of us that believe in it soo much, that anything short of "amazing" either falls under the category of pure circumstance or serendipity. there are some who look to horoscopes as if it were the weather report; a feabile attempt to know what to expect in an attempt to better prepare or anticipate for it. yet again, there are some who look to the night sky for guidance. where the precise alignment and location of something that is nothing more than gas exploding millions of miles away which we visualize as a star, can either be interpreted as the end of the world or that a wish will hopefully one day come true. there are always two sides to a story; even if there is only one truth. there are those who are dreamers and those who are realists. there are optimists and there are pesimists. there are those who believe in love at first sight and those who have been blinded by it one too many times. which category do you fall into? is it wrong to lie to yourself in an attempt to ignore the truth? is ignorance really bliss or did the educated just carelessly forget to carry the one when adding it all up? regardless of what the answers may be, people will always hope, people will always dream and people will always "wake up".&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114488603930120261?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114488603930120261/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114488603930120261' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114488603930120261'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114488603930120261'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/04/oxymoran.html' title='Oxymoran'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114391907278291877</id><published>2006-04-01T11:17:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-04-06T12:14:36.593-07:00</updated><title type='text'>A soilders sunset</title><content type='html'>&lt;img height="300" src="http://eur.news1.yimg.com/eur.yimg.com/xp/reuters_molt/655330667.jpg" width="450" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why can't I make a sunset last, the fading colors show,&lt;br /&gt;The spot behind the distant ridgeline, as sunlight masks it's glow.&lt;br /&gt;Too soon the day is ending, too soon the evening's past.&lt;br /&gt;Too quickly nightly shadows creep, engulfing colors fast.&lt;br /&gt;The sand that trickles through a glass, won't pause for me awhile.&lt;br /&gt;Can't stop this moment for all time, to capture just the smile.&lt;br /&gt;The span of time between the days, too long for me it seems.&lt;br /&gt;Unfeeling length separating two, holding back life-long dreams.&lt;br /&gt;If I could change this sunsets view--I'd change it now in every hue.&lt;br /&gt;A brilliant sunrise or two I'd keep, just to balance out the days.&lt;br /&gt;But the rest would be filled with laughter sweet, I need in so many ways.&lt;br /&gt;So pause with me in combining strength,&lt;br /&gt;And hold the sun in time,&lt;br /&gt;In place on the distant paint-brush horizon,&lt;br /&gt;Displaying a canvas fine.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114391907278291877?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114391907278291877/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114391907278291877' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114391907278291877'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114391907278291877'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/04/soilders-sunset.html' title='A soilders sunset'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114382188236248085</id><published>2006-03-31T08:13:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-03-31T08:19:08.576-08:00</updated><title type='text'>The right thing to do</title><content type='html'>I am young and coufused.&lt;br /&gt;Not understanding the powers of love.&lt;br /&gt;I am alone, without the love of another.&lt;br /&gt;Looking for answers, coming back empty Hearted.&lt;br /&gt;Now I understand.&lt;br /&gt;My heart and dreams,Will always send me in the right direction.&lt;br /&gt;And they sent me- first class,&lt;br /&gt;Down the road of love... to you&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114382188236248085?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114382188236248085/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114382188236248085' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114382188236248085'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114382188236248085'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/03/right-thing-to-do.html' title='The right thing to do'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114382122492076232</id><published>2006-03-31T08:06:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-03-31T08:11:57.966-08:00</updated><title type='text'>What's left of me</title><content type='html'>Watching my life pass me by in the rearview mirror&lt;br /&gt;Pictures frozen in time, they're becoming clearer&lt;br /&gt;I don't want to waste another day, stuck in the shadows of my mistakes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Because I want you, I feel you, crawling underneath my skin&lt;br /&gt;Like a hunger, like a burnin, to find a place I've never been&lt;br /&gt;Now I'm broken, and I'm faded, I'm half the women I thought I'd be&lt;br /&gt;But you have have, what's left of me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've been dying inside, little by little&lt;br /&gt;Nowhere else to go, I'm going out of my mind&lt;br /&gt;I'm running in endless circles, running from myself until&lt;br /&gt;You gave me a reason for standing still&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Because I want you, I feel you, crawling underneath my skin&lt;br /&gt;Like a hunger, like a burnin, to find a place I've never been&lt;br /&gt;Now I'm broken, and I'm faded, I'm half the women I thought I'd be&lt;br /&gt;But you have have, what's left of me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Falling Faster, barely breathing&lt;br /&gt;Please give me something to believe in&lt;br /&gt;Tell me it's not all in my head&lt;br /&gt;Take what's left of this women&lt;br /&gt;Make me whole once again&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114382122492076232?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114382122492076232/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114382122492076232' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114382122492076232'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114382122492076232'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/03/whats-left-of-me.html' title='What&apos;s left of me'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114357232983296581</id><published>2006-03-28T10:56:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-03-28T10:58:49.843-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Life Is A Prison</title><content type='html'>&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Life is a prison,Oh God let me out.No one to listen,To hear when you shout.Climb the walls of insanity,Ride the waves of despair.If you fall it don't matter,There's no one to care.Used to wish for a window,To see birds, trees and sky,But you're better without one -Stops you aiming too high.Watching freedom is painful,For those locked away.Seeing joy, love and happiness,Another price that you pay.Strong is good, weak is bad.Be it false, be it true.Your mind makes the choice,And enforces it too.Cell walls built by society,With rules to adhere.If you breach the acceptable,You had better beware.Hide the pain, carry on,Routine is the key.Don't let on that you're not,What you're pretending to be.Lock it all up inside you,How badly that bodes.Look out for that one day,When it all just explodes.Leaving naught but a shell,Base functionality too.But killing all else,That was uniquely you.So how do you grow,With a timebomb inside?Or how to defuse it,Without destroying its ride?You can't.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114357232983296581?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114357232983296581/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114357232983296581' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114357232983296581'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114357232983296581'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/03/life-is-prison.html' title='Life Is A Prison'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114307893207157621</id><published>2006-03-22T17:52:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-03-22T17:55:32.083-08:00</updated><title type='text'>My Apology</title><content type='html'>Stranded here in the dark&lt;br /&gt;Trying to mend the pieces of this broken heart&lt;br /&gt;Silence is bleeding through the door&lt;br /&gt;And it's a paralyzing kind of pain&lt;br /&gt;This emptiness instilled that cannot be erased&lt;br /&gt;Take a look, this isn't a movie&lt;br /&gt;There's no takes, breaks or remakes&lt;br /&gt;For once, I'll put the pride aside&lt;br /&gt;I wish I could let this pain you feel subside&lt;br /&gt;I want to give you my honest apology for what I've done&lt;br /&gt;How I wish that I could erase what I've become&lt;br /&gt;I know you crave to hear those two forbidden words&lt;br /&gt;Unfortunetly, your forgiveness is a luxury I don't deserve&lt;br /&gt;Darkness consumes my every&lt;br /&gt;Shadows of was once love flicker palely, then slowly&lt;br /&gt;A smile that struggles but most of you see that I pretend&lt;br /&gt;These eyes start to ease but it's dark again&lt;br /&gt;Struggling to fade anguish that I've caused you&lt;br /&gt;But three words still echo in the distance&lt;br /&gt;Or is it just some weak resistence? &lt;br /&gt;And now I'm stranded here in the shadows of my mistakes&lt;br /&gt;Don't try to look into my eyes to see my soul&lt;br /&gt;These glassy eyes won't reflect my heart anymore&lt;br /&gt;I know I'm a different person and all you want is to leave&lt;br /&gt;But I'll give you everything that's left of me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;This is my honest apology&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114307893207157621?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114307893207157621/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114307893207157621' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114307893207157621'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114307893207157621'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/03/my-apology.html' title='My Apology'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114298063094340178</id><published>2006-03-21T14:30:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-03-21T14:44:51.626-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Never Forgotten</title><content type='html'>This heavenly rapture&lt;br /&gt;How I wish I could be selfish and keep you all to myself&lt;br /&gt;I won't let you slip from my arms&lt;br /&gt;As I cherish this feeling I've never felt before&lt;br /&gt;I hold you in my arms and the world becomes blurry&lt;br /&gt;You're all that matters to me, don't you worry&lt;br /&gt;I'll keep you in my arms and never let you go&lt;br /&gt;I'm proud of you, more proud than I could ever show&lt;br /&gt;Than the clock strikes 2 and a shiver crawls up my weak spine&lt;br /&gt;As I yell "NO!!!! IT'S NOT TIME!!!!!!!!!!!"&lt;br /&gt;They took you out of my arms and said you'd be ok&lt;br /&gt;Then later they came back and told me today was your last day&lt;br /&gt;You'll always be my first baby boy and my love for you is endless&lt;br /&gt;I'm glad you're now in paradise&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114298063094340178?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114298063094340178/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114298063094340178' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114298063094340178'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114298063094340178'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/03/never-forgotten.html' title='Never Forgotten'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114279600797870856</id><published>2006-03-19T11:19:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-03-19T11:20:07.980-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>We're all actors and we don't even know it. In a sense, we're constantly pretending to be someone we're really not for the sake of our own survival or existence. When we go on an interview, we act or talk in a certain way that differs from how we really are so that we can make a great impression and land that "dream" job. or when it's someone we like, we go out of our way to try and impress that person, going above what we normally would do, so that person would either realize you exist or it would make them like you that much more. or sometimes, even when we go out to party, we can take on a whole new persona that is completely opposite of who we are during the day. but why is it that we have to take on a role in order to just get by? when did "being yourself" become no longer good enough? if so, does that mean we're really living a lie or are we just lying to ourselves? regardless of what the reasons may be, we do it not because we have to, but also because at some level, we actually enjoy it. it's like a type of release that lets us free ourselves from the mental cage that holds us all captive. a cage that we can't see or feel, but know exists. almost like a superhero and their alter ego, we take on a part or role because it allows us to be free of the monotony of our daily lives and become someone who constrasts with who we really are. in the end, you can't help but wonder: if all the world is a stage, then who's watching?&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114279600797870856?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114279600797870856/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114279600797870856' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114279600797870856'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114279600797870856'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/03/were-all-actors-and-we-dont-even-know_19.html' title=''/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114252515712519951</id><published>2006-03-16T07:59:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-03-16T08:05:57.146-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Fading</title><content type='html'>You're lost in the abyss of absence in my heart&lt;br /&gt;From the start I knew something was special about what we had&lt;br /&gt;But what's sad is that we couldn't live it to give it the reality it deserved&lt;br /&gt;Because reality was against us, and left us here together alone&lt;br /&gt;The smell of your cologne still lingers in the midist of my memories&lt;br /&gt;Holding your hand is purely distant tragedy, cause it's sad to see&lt;br /&gt;you epitome completely erased in one day, maybe someday it's be different&lt;br /&gt;Maybe someday this will be distant, and one day we'll forever be&lt;br /&gt;inseparable and complete, maybe someday it'll be you and me&lt;br /&gt;but for now, you're just a faded &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;m e m o r y &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; . . .&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114252515712519951?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114252515712519951/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114252515712519951' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114252515712519951'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114252515712519951'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/03/fading.html' title='Fading'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114236050566400543</id><published>2006-03-14T10:14:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-03-14T11:22:25.873-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Two Lives</title><content type='html'>Nobody knows, and nobody feels&lt;br /&gt;the pain only I, for a while, could conceal&lt;br /&gt;in which my mind can't reveal&lt;br /&gt;in which time, the devine couldn't bind it to heal&lt;br /&gt;so I'm living two lives&lt;br /&gt;where I'm giving true lies&lt;br /&gt;so you don't notice the hopelessness in my two eyes&lt;br /&gt;I have the best things a person could ask for&lt;br /&gt;but I'm facing my truth&lt;br /&gt;but it's inside this mask worn&lt;br /&gt;only heaven could view&lt;br /&gt;Because I could only take off&lt;br /&gt;when I'm behind the curtain&lt;br /&gt;so you won't know what's lurking&lt;br /&gt;When the worst things occur,&lt;br /&gt;I'm a person so worthless&lt;br /&gt;I Burn&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114236050566400543?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114230883001341214</id><published>2006-03-13T18:58:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-03-13T20:00:30.046-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Maybe its by luck that I'm sitting here beside someone&lt;br /&gt;Who mostly makes me smile at the simplest gesture&lt;br /&gt;A pure measure of happiness, the incredulous smile you put upon my face&lt;br /&gt;No longer is there even an idea of obscene sadness but&lt;br /&gt;resilient sappiness, constant from the depths of my mind&lt;br /&gt;He's so perfect, and I know I've said such things before but&lt;br /&gt;I want to be sure that I won't fall into the past&lt;br /&gt;Way back where I started from&lt;br /&gt;The most brillant human being that has ever crossed my path&lt;br /&gt;No longer this, a broken piece, but the epitome of serendipity&lt;br /&gt;And my sleepless night turned into flawless sweet dreams of him and me&lt;br /&gt;Walk past the clouds in the airy night, out fights don't even seem real&lt;br /&gt;I feel as if its a constant problem to accept how he makes me feel&lt;br /&gt;I sit there and contemplate the vadility of my feelings as I admire his glory&lt;br /&gt;Its not the stories end but as a smile creeps onto my face&lt;br /&gt;A feeling of security . . . everything falls into its place&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114230883001341214?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114230883001341214/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114230883001341214' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114230883001341214'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114230883001341214'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/03/maybe-its-by-luck-that-im-sitting-here.html' title=''/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114168337742901956</id><published>2006-03-06T14:13:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-03-06T14:16:17.443-08:00</updated><title type='text'>On the edge</title><content type='html'>As I open my eyes, I stare vividly at the celing&lt;br /&gt;Then tears of despair rush through me but my heart keeps on beating&lt;br /&gt;My heart wants nothing more than to quite.&lt;br /&gt;Than I hear a little whisper "You can make it, you can win."&lt;br /&gt;My heart has shattered, it's beyond repair&lt;br /&gt;It's just a feeling of emptiness that can never compared.&lt;br /&gt;The days pass on, it never seems to ease&lt;br /&gt;I pray "God, help me through this please."&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114168337742901956?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114168337742901956/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114168337742901956' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114168337742901956'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114168337742901956'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/03/on-edge.html' title='On the edge'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114143094295929574</id><published>2006-03-03T16:08:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-03-03T16:09:02.970-08:00</updated><title type='text'>another one of my thoughts . . .</title><content type='html'>in an instant, your life can change. in one single moment, everything that you've known and believed throughout your life can be re-defined. and in a single breath, your future can evaporate and your present can turn into history. if the choices we make are based on nothing more than our past experiences, thoughts and feelings, then how can we justify a decision that seems "crazy?" if our friendships, relationships and love's are constantly being tested, then maybe it's foolish to pretend that we have all the right answers. maybe it's just human nature. or maybe it's just the way it is. the lies, the indiscrestions, and the judging are probably nothing more than a way of keeping it all in check; of keeping us in check. the "reason" that everyone is looking for, may be a question that never had an answer in the first place. the snapshot of a past memory, the smell of an old feeling and the sound of it all coming to an end are as cruel and enlightening as even the thought of it. but sometimes the smart choice is the most painful. and sometimes the biggest mistake, is the happiest.&lt;div 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.'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114116924972923302</id><published>2006-02-28T15:25:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-02-28T15:27:29.746-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Forgiveness is king</title><content type='html'>Hatred comes from hearts&lt;br /&gt;That have drowned their love&lt;br /&gt;Enmity thrives in hearts&lt;br /&gt;For whom God means no love.&lt;br /&gt;War comes from hearts&lt;br /&gt;That have dwarfed their brotherhood&lt;br /&gt;Mayhem grows amidst faults&lt;br /&gt;Unreconciled for the boom of good.&lt;br /&gt;Forgiveness blossoms from hearts&lt;br /&gt;That discover triumph in humility&lt;br /&gt;Vendetta moulds around hearts&lt;br /&gt;Like caves plundered by brutality.&lt;br /&gt;When emotions trample over wisdom&lt;br /&gt;We must step backwards and pause&lt;br /&gt;For revenge is like a curse&lt;br /&gt;It denies souls the triumph of freedom.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114116924972923302?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114116924972923302/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114116924972923302' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114116924972923302'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114116924972923302'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/02/forgiveness-is-king.html' title='Forgiveness is king'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114075869157156435</id><published>2006-02-23T21:22:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-02-23T21:26:05.046-08:00</updated><title type='text'>An eternal pain</title><content type='html'>Emotions rushing through my veins&lt;br /&gt;So intensifying, no one can feel this pain&lt;br /&gt;My mind wonders at night as I stare off into the darkness&lt;br /&gt;Long miles away but yet I’m so close&lt;br /&gt;I just don’t think my heart can handle this&lt;br /&gt;I continue to stare into the dead of night&lt;br /&gt;My passions softly whisper “you can win this fight”&lt;br /&gt;I start to shiver as my emotions start to intensify&lt;br /&gt;Anticipating shelter to be held tight&lt;br /&gt;S I L E N C E, it’s awfully deafening&lt;br /&gt;As my heart continues to beat slower&lt;br /&gt;So many unanswered questions&lt;br /&gt;How I wish someone could fill this void in my soul&lt;br /&gt;These shattered dreams and promises will never be mended&lt;br /&gt;With my very last breath and a glimpse of a sweet eternity&lt;br /&gt;With my last efforts, I must say I love you and goodbye&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've written this in memory of Baby Dante, you will be forever missed&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114075869157156435?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114064105836232586</id><published>2006-02-22T12:37:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-02-22T12:44:18.380-08:00</updated><title type='text'>For a moment</title><content type='html'>&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I looked at the oceanI thought for a moment&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;This is the love my life, in which heaven had chosen?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;"it's too early to tell"you cannot tell me that for I’ve fallen, &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;nothing else held me back..&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;If the ending is me, with my heart down in pieces &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I’d go through that wholeheartedly as long as tonight, &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;my life is completed.  Just let me hold you this moment &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;away from this place, for a minute or two in a world where love's expected to fail.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Let me live this with you and prove the world how its wrong,&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;It's so right just to have you in my arms while nothing else exists&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;and if distance tries to break us brush your shoulders off, &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;we're committed, and we love it....&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;we'll get to where love takes us because everything makes sense&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Slowly, I turn away from the water, then I see &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;this beauty standing right beside me...&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;simple and beautiful.  All those questions leave my soul&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;Let us just love one another...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114064105836232586?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114064105836232586/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114064105836232586' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114064105836232586'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114064105836232586'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/02/for-moment.html' title='For a moment'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114045877917412421</id><published>2006-02-20T10:05:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-02-20T10:06:19.306-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;"I&lt;em&gt; &lt;strong&gt;wanted a perfect ending&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;.&lt;/strong&gt; Now I`ve learned, the hard way, that some poems don`t rhyme, and some stories don`t have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what`s going to happen next."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114045877917412421?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114045877917412421/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114045877917412421' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114045877917412421'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114045877917412421'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/02/i-wanted-perfect-ending.html' title=''/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-114029506092801695</id><published>2006-02-18T12:26:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-02-18T12:37:40.936-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Game Over</title><content type='html'>I keep insisting that someday I'd grow up and learn my lesson&lt;br /&gt;I keep on I wishing things, except I never seem to get them&lt;br /&gt;I can't take it anymore because it's clear that I have lost&lt;br /&gt;my patience and nothing seems to make sense anymore&lt;br /&gt;And everything I've done is simply some replacement&lt;br /&gt;I often hold my feelings down as if they're non existing&lt;br /&gt;I keep on resisting because there's so much I'll be risking&lt;br /&gt;I'd love to tell you everything but instincts keep inflicting&lt;br /&gt;I'd love to simply list things, but I don't want you hurting&lt;br /&gt;I played the part of someone who would be there when&lt;br /&gt;things seemed to crack down&lt;br /&gt;I gave my heart, but you never seemed to ask how&lt;br /&gt;I prayed to God that though it's hopeless now, to help me&lt;br /&gt;Not to back down for all the times it seemed like I wanted to let go&lt;br /&gt;I made the dedication to be someone you could go to&lt;br /&gt;I thought I found the one I loved&lt;br /&gt;But I hope you find yours&lt;br /&gt;And when the right time comes, when you've found&lt;br /&gt;the one you've been searching for,&lt;br /&gt;I'll watch you afar in silence.&lt;br /&gt;I'll make one wish from heaven, so they might provide it.&lt;br /&gt;That she could look at you and truly love you,&lt;br /&gt;love you as much as I did.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Breaking up is such a pain so I thought I'd vent my frustrations here and at least get some credit for it.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-114029506092801695?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/114029506092801695/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=114029506092801695' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114029506092801695'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/114029506092801695'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/02/game-over.html' title='Game Over'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-113997615436732819</id><published>2006-02-14T20:00:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-02-14T20:02:34.380-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Another thought . . .</title><content type='html'>For some people, most days seem to be a struggle. But what if, for once in your life everything was ok or fine or just "peachy"? You were happy and so was everyone else? Granted that you still had your share of problems, but then they really never bothered you much. For those few moments, you were content. Your life portrayed a &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;fairytail&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;, it portrayed a certain kind of &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;perfection&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; that you've been searching for all your life. Something so great, that you never ever thought something like that could ever happen to you. You would pray, hope and wish, that nothing or no one would do anything to destroy your fantasy come reality. Your troubles and whatever doubts you had, all just seemed so far away. Every mistake has been overwritten, with these new found memories, that you'll cherish for a lifetime. Everything was simply perfect. . .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But what if, for another moment bought this perfection to an pause? Slowly everything turned upside down.  The glimpse of perfection that seemed like heaven for that moment was slowly slipping. What would you do?&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-113997615436732819?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/113997615436732819/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=113997615436732819' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/113997615436732819'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/113997615436732819'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/02/another-thought.html' title='Another thought . . .'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-113989334058077814</id><published>2006-02-13T21:01:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-02-13T21:02:20.590-08:00</updated><title type='text'>We all eventually lose in the game of love</title><content type='html'>"We all have the potential to fall in love a thousand times in our lifetime. It's easy...they all count. But there are certain people you love who do something else; they define how you classify what love is supposed to feel like. These are the most important people in your life, and you'll meet maybe four or five of these people over the span of 80 years. But there's still one more tier to all this; there is always one person you love who BECOMES that definition. It usually happens retrospectively, but it always happens eventually. This is the person who unknowingly sets the template for what you will always love about other people, even if some of those loveable qualities are self-destructive and unreasonable. You will remember having conversations with this person that never actually happened...The person is real, and the feelings are real - but you create the context. And context is everything. The person who defines your understanding of love is not inherently different than anyone else, and they're often just the person you happen to meet the first time you really, really want to love someone. But that person still wins. They win, and you lose. Because for the rest of your life, they will control how you feel about everyone else."&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-113989334058077814?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/113989334058077814/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=113989334058077814' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/113989334058077814'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/113989334058077814'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/02/we-all-eventually-lose-in-game-of-love.html' title='We all eventually lose in the game of love'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-113967427416660552</id><published>2006-02-11T08:09:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-02-11T08:11:14.180-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Just a thought . . .</title><content type='html'>If you truly desire something, you FIGHT for it.&lt;br /&gt;Don't be afraid of the sacrifices, hardships, obstacles&lt;br /&gt;and pain along the way for they are inevitable.   &lt;br /&gt;The negative aspects that may arise make us realize&lt;br /&gt;and apperciate and cherish the opportunites given to us.&lt;br /&gt;People give up on things in life without giving it a chance.&lt;br /&gt;For that individual, I have great pity for.&lt;br /&gt;For they have to go through life with that mentality.&lt;br /&gt;And with that, the treasures and opportunities that&lt;br /&gt;come about,  passes them by . . .&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-113967427416660552?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/113967427416660552/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=113967427416660552' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/113967427416660552'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/113967427416660552'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/02/just-thought.html' title='Just a thought . . .'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-113952605795440183</id><published>2006-02-09T15:00:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-02-09T15:00:57.966-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Moonlight</title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;        MOONLIGHT&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wish you'd hear me out this once, even for a second&lt;br /&gt;I wish you knew my confessions never meant I had intentions&lt;br /&gt;Gazing onto the moonlight&lt;br /&gt;I start to feel a chill&lt;br /&gt;Drowning in an emptiness that can never be filled&lt;br /&gt;I stand here cold, starring fiercely at a closed door&lt;br /&gt;This heart has lost a battle that was once worth fighting for&lt;br /&gt;Gazing onto the moonlight&lt;br /&gt;I feel an aura of shame&lt;br /&gt;As my blood shed from my heart with endless pain&lt;br /&gt;Without much expectation, all my desires resided in your arms&lt;br /&gt;Time was always against me&lt;br /&gt; As I stand here alone while you moved on&lt;br /&gt;Gazing onto the moonlight&lt;br /&gt; I reminisce on a rapture that was once mine&lt;br /&gt;My boundaries were blurred&lt;br /&gt;And this heart of stone than became kind&lt;br /&gt;Your presence awakened my soul&lt;br /&gt; And its radiance never seemed to fade&lt;br /&gt;But now thoughts of you are haunting&lt;br /&gt;Most of them I can’t seem to escape&lt;br /&gt;Gazing onto the moonlight&lt;br /&gt;Despair rushes through me&lt;br /&gt;And I can’t seem to back down&lt;br /&gt;I forgot I was never your focus&lt;br /&gt;Just your background&lt;br /&gt;So, I’ll watch you from a far in silence and continue to hope&lt;br /&gt;My love for you will stay eternal&lt;br /&gt;Even if it seems it’s lurking in the shadows&lt;br /&gt;As the darkness continues to hold me tightly&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-113952605795440183?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/113952605795440183/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=113952605795440183' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/113952605795440183'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/113952605795440183'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/02/moonlight.html' title='Moonlight'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-113936470735955673</id><published>2006-02-07T18:04:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-02-07T18:11:47.370-08:00</updated><title type='text'>In class assignment</title><content type='html'>He wondered&lt;br /&gt;He dove&lt;br /&gt;Into the math assignment&lt;br /&gt;Using calculator and cheat sheets&lt;br /&gt;Homework, essay, way too much for me&lt;br /&gt;rulers, graph paper, I hate math&lt;br /&gt;But I like history&lt;br /&gt;No, I prefer science&lt;br /&gt;Who really cares about what class is your favorite&lt;br /&gt;I like ice cream&lt;br /&gt;purple and blue swirls&lt;br /&gt;The ice cream dripped to the floor&lt;br /&gt;And the cat licked it up&lt;br /&gt;They later died&lt;br /&gt;And as I cried&lt;br /&gt;Then I went to dinner&lt;br /&gt;I had such a wonderful time&lt;br /&gt;Than I kissed him&lt;br /&gt;Wanting for him to ask me in&lt;br /&gt;We talked about the fun we had&lt;br /&gt;The memories&lt;br /&gt;The good and bad&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-113936470735955673?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/113936470735955673/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=113936470735955673' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/113936470735955673'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/113936470735955673'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/02/in-class-assignment.html' title='In class assignment'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-113911779323606163</id><published>2006-02-04T21:33:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-02-04T21:36:33.243-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Let me be the one</title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;Somebody told me you’re leaving&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;I didn’t know&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;Somebody told me your unhappy&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;but it doesn’t show &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;Somebody told me that you don’t want me anymore &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;No... so you’re walkin' out the door &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;Nobody told me you've been crying every night &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;Nobody told me you've been dying &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;but didn’t want to fight &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;Nobody told me that you felt out of love for me &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;So I’m setting you free&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;Let me be the one to break it up &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;So you wont have to make excuses &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;We don’t need to fight and set up &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;where someone wins and someone loses &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;We just have to say our love was true &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;but has now become a lie &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;So I’m telling you I love you one last time and &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;G O O D B Y E&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-113911779323606163?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/113911779323606163/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=113911779323606163' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/113911779323606163'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/113911779323606163'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/02/let-me-be-one.html' title='Let me be the one'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-113899398470795672</id><published>2006-02-03T11:04:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-02-03T11:13:04.720-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Apology</title><content type='html'>Close to you&lt;br /&gt;Yet so far away&lt;br /&gt;I'm drowning in this empty space&lt;br /&gt;Because even when I fall asleep&lt;br /&gt;I hear the silence bleeding through the open door&lt;br /&gt;All I see is black and white&lt;br /&gt;Guess I'll have live this life alone starting tonight&lt;br /&gt;What went wrong with you and me?&lt;br /&gt;I just can't seem to fall asleep&lt;br /&gt;Until you come back to where you belong&lt;br /&gt;And accept my &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;apology&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-113899398470795672?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/113899398470795672/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=113899398470795672' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/113899398470795672'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/113899398470795672'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/02/apology.html' title='Apology'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-113893937500039855</id><published>2006-02-02T19:50:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-02-02T20:02:55.010-08:00</updated><title type='text'>First "real" blog</title><content type='html'>Well, I guess it's time to give this thing a real spin huh?  Hmmmm, what to put for my first blog.  Well, I definitley love writing poerty and lyrics.  As a matter of fact, I help right lyrics for a band that my brother is in called FL.  One of my favorite songs that we've composed is called somebody to hold and the lyrics are right below.  I'd upload the song on to the site but I'm not sure how to.  Any computer techs out there to give me a hint?  Well, as for now I'll just give you guys the lyrics....ENJOY!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Somebody to hold&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When the world just seems to turn you down&lt;br /&gt;And you start going the wrong way, and you can't get out&lt;br /&gt;Just call on me when you world just seems to fall apart&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When you're lost, in your way&lt;br /&gt;And you're feeling down and cold&lt;br /&gt;Just call on me and I will be right there when you need somebody to hold&lt;br /&gt;If you look, for someone&lt;br /&gt;and there is no one you can find&lt;br /&gt;Just call on me, I'll be right there when you need &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;someone&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When you feel like life is going wrong&lt;br /&gt;And when there are times that you're not feeling that strong&lt;br /&gt;Well maybe you can find, just who you are&lt;br /&gt;Don't be afraid to find redemption&lt;br /&gt;Because you don't have to look to far&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When you're lost, in your way&lt;br /&gt;And you're feeling down and cold&lt;br /&gt;Just call on me and I will be right there when you need somebody to hold&lt;br /&gt;If you look, for someone&lt;br /&gt;and there is no one you can find&lt;br /&gt;Just call on me, I'll be right there when you need &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;someone&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will always be there to help you see things through&lt;br /&gt;Because not only have I been there&lt;br /&gt;But I've been hurt too&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When you're lost, in your way&lt;br /&gt;And you're feeling down and cold&lt;br /&gt;Just call on me and I will be right there when you need somebody to hold&lt;br /&gt;If you look, for someone&lt;br /&gt;and there is no one you can find&lt;br /&gt;Just call on me, I'll be right there when you need &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;someone&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-113893937500039855?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/113893937500039855/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=113893937500039855' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/113893937500039855'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/113893937500039855'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/02/first-real-blog.html' title='First &quot;real&quot; blog'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21732443.post-113867205751323977</id><published>2006-01-30T17:46:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-01-30T17:47:37.520-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Testing . . .</title><content type='html'>Just testing if this thing works&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/21732443-113867205751323977?l=infiniteicebox.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/feeds/113867205751323977/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21732443&amp;postID=113867205751323977' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/113867205751323977'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/21732443/posts/default/113867205751323977'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://infiniteicebox.blogspot.com/2006/01/testing.html' title='Testing . . .'/><author><name>S.Cabildo</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05299569788893211821</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry></feed>
